THIS IS HOW IT FEELS
THIS IS HOW IT FEELS
I created this music video, set to “This Is How It Feels” by Laufey and D4vd, which explores the quiet aftermath of a relationship from both perspectives. It tells the story of two people reflecting on a love that once was — a connection still cherished, even though it could no longer continue.
Through parallel narratives, the video captures the guilt and emotional complexity that lingers after a breakup. It shows how two people can still love each other, yet recognize that what they had isn't working anymore. The story emphasizes that every love story has two sides — and even in separation, the memories remain.
Ultimately, the video is a reminder of how deeply love can be felt, even in its absence, and how those feelings continue to shape us long after goodbye.
Directed and Edited —— Bella Bowler
Cinematographer — — Exavier Orlino
Gaffer — Emily Hamnett
Costume Designer/Script Supervisor— Ciel Antoine
Starring —— Elsie Wang, Kevin Wang, Emily Hamnett, and Riley Goldman
Special thanks to —— Michael Gilbertie, Abby Robinson, Heidi Garmise, and Luke Roehm